feeling .... restless;

i just need to rant.
so i came online again.
i miss him! yah.. and in a few moments more,
he'll be beside me..
but i hate waiting. and waiting. and waiting and waiting.
i want to eat strawberries and amos cookies so badly.

went for dinner with ma just now and saw a tall familiar figure.
HONGwei! wah..really very long never see him, should be about a
year? after his bday last yr. and tml is his birthday! so thats about how
long i have not meet up with him. and just before that i was chatting with
him, kept thinking that it is 26th today.


ate BAh Ku Teh
but it just doesnt taste as good as eating it with him and
usually i'll just gobble up the food. now, i could barely
finish it..
then i went to the cake shop and bought two cakes for us.
i ate 1/2 of one piece. and put it back. so i can wait for him
and SHARE!


playing with colours;



i sound crazy these days. couldnt help.. hallucinating.
thinking too much. fear that crept slowly into my heart.
shivers that come running through my spine. 101 different qns
that go popping in my head. oh fcuk.
i wish i could feel better.
luckily. i had good laugh last night. that kept things off
my mind for a while.
as i watch the guys performing magic. and my eyes
glued to those transvertites at Changi. they are so pretty and
slim, except i felt some strangeness in the shape of their faces.
overall they are intimidating.